I have always been one to look toward the future and not enjoy the present. When I was a kid I wanted to be grown up, when I was in college I wanted to be married, when I got married I wanted to have kids, when I had my baby I was still looking to the future. So many times these last eight weeks I have found myself saying “I can’t wait till he is older”.  I was looking forward to the days when he wouldn’t cry as much, when he would sleep more and when he would be more responsive. Sadly I didn’t live in the moment and appreciate who he was that day. That is why I want to start this blog.  I want to slow down and find joy in each and every day.